If I Die

If I die, would anyone mourn for me?
Should I care, should I not?
We all long for being loved
But does that truly matter?
If I die, would anyone cry for me?
I have no answer
Not in my mind’s eye
Not in my brain’s neuron
Who says there must be an end
To every story we hear
I want mine to be the exception
Way offline
Hard to comprehend
If I die, would my friends feel sad?
Do I want to know?
Maybe not
Why can’t we let negative thoughts take over
Just for a while?
Why must we stay positive always?
As human beings, it crawls up in our nature
I know I shouldn’t think like this
Yet who would really give a shit!?