Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Suddenly


Suddenly I feel life is no longer that tough; my feelings towards others have completely changed. I used to try so hard to please everyone around me but I don’t have any desire doing that any more.

Suddenly I know I can do whatever I would like to accomplish and don’t have to look back and worry there might be hidden arrows.

Nothing would be fair no matter how hard we try; if there is any arrogance embedded in me, it will be my last pride of being human being. Stop telling me it would be much better if I were blond with blue eyes. That was absolutely ignorant and superficial!

I know I’m not a native-speaker but I’ve tried my best! And language is my whole life. You have no idea how strong my passion is! Whatever you say, it will not degrade me because I at least know how to write poetry and speak 6 languages and going on 7, 8, 9, and 10…

Suddenly all is bullshit! I shot a glimpse to the old and shabby tavern and laughed at your silly story, the one that lingered like thick foams in the sultry eve…

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